So I have determined that something is wrong with me. I think I may have some sort of sleeping disorder. Either that or I have what my fiancee has, and I've got the Epstien-Barr virus. I say this because, I have been noticing somethings about my sleeping schedule. Whenever I get up early, I'm dead that day, and I end up sleeping until 2 or 1 the next day. Hell, even if I stay up till 2 or 3 in the morning, I don't get up until 1, or 2. In all honesty I don't know what is wrong with me, but I do feel that there is something wrong. I use to be able to stay up until 1 or 2, without having to worry about getting up at 1, I would normally get up at 10, or 11. Most of you may say I'm getting to much sleep. Well, here's where it gets even more interesting. If I get up at 9 or 10. I can't stand it. I ended up crashing, even with drinking something with caffeine in it. If I don't get 10 hours of sleep, I feel like shit the next day for some reason. And, the sad thing is I can't go to the doctor to get checked. I have no health insurance, and I don't want to worry about my grandparents about it. I really hope I don't have mono again, but I don't think this is mono. I have had mono 3 times and it's nothing like this.

When I do sleep it's a really deep sleep. I mean I always have been a deep sleeper, but I feel my sleeping has gotten even Deeper. That and I can't remember my dreams, because according to my fiancee we all have dreams. She asked me the other night when I spent the night at her house," What did you dream about?" I told her,"Nothing. I didn't dream last night." That's when she told me that. Which is really weird for me. I can usually remember my dreams. I don't know; if any of you have any suggestions on what this might be, please feel free to let me know. If it's some sort of sleeping disorder let me know. I would really like to find out what the hell is going on.